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regular day at skool. bentley was being a bitch though, she can kiss my dirty shoes.

after skool antonette yvette rachel helped me out with that poster for the viewing. it turned out nice =) thanks fer everyone else who came n kinda, jes showed up i guess. haha. so i finished that poster at four, went home for five minutes of or so to change n quickly went to see my sister at davis funeral home. the viewing was ok, she jes looked... not like my sister. she looked a lot better in the hospital, haha. reaaal dark. thats all i goda say, n that hat she wore was kinda silly. its ok though, they pulled it off with her hair off ot the side ::cough:: lol. len you know you looked good, screw that gross makeup. theres a lot more way to remember you by instead of that werido makeup they put on you tonight. eh =P

lots of people came, parents coworkers n such. rachel j chanelle abbie shirley jen sharlene gideon came by fer me. that was nice fo them =) thanks guys, yer the greatest. whew.. didnt cry just at first when i saw her cause she looked real weird n thought about her really not being here. if i hold it in n not cry like how i did tonight for tomorrows mass. thatd be a miracle. haha.. i know thats not gona happen but its ok, i love her. she knows it ^__-

... gideon distracted me n i missed a day to blog. thanks a lot gideon. arrararr! :P

leave after lunch, jack in the box, gideons, boulevard. made copy of my sisters picture for gloria jeans and their donation thingy. i counted it up n it added to $100.34 =) wonder what were gona use that money for. maybe her cremation vase thingy! ha.

can you tell i dont wana blog today? im tired n trying to beat the clock before midnight, i win!

lots more visitors today for the rosary. ate filipino food, fish. blah. ra ra raaa. still figuring out what to do with the poster board n pictures. hope everything works outwith that tomrorow. till then, farewell! (11.50ish pm)

i dont feel like blogging much today. arnold left before nine this morning i think, i cleaned my room a little n ruth came over to help me look fer pics of my sister for the viewing later on this week. after that i chilled at home till i went back out to office max to buy a poster, then michaels, smiths, papa johns n back home. we prayed again at seven n ate. since then ive been chillin on the computer.

im suppose to clean my darn jeans. i hate having like three pairs, haha. i wonder if zane would mind if i asked to have my sisters jeans? =P i love my sister n her wardrobe. hehe, now im on my own to buy my own darn clothes! fooey.

oh zane mentioned burning the zane box with her when she gets cremated. you know those cute boxes we always have with our boy/girlfrends =) thats sweet.

sanna was planning on coming tomorrow at ten but maybe next week since its kinda last minute and i just told her today what had happened to my sister. josh is comin down too so itll be cool. weeeee.

skool tomorrow. need to do laundry. or should i go to skool? i want to donate food though, ill see what i can do.